[He is striking some chords with her that she tries really hard to avoid, but she can't help but feel... very. Cherished. Mushy or not, she's appreciative.]
No, I hear you. I do.
It's just been easier not to think about things like that. It's always easier to keep myself busy. Don't laugh about this, Ceres, but I guess I'm a little scared to get involved in all of that. I don't have a head for courting or trysts or anything like it. I know what kind of person I am. I know how I am. I might give too much of myself, and if I did, I might never get it back.
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No, I hear you. I do.
It's just been easier not to think about things like that. It's always easier to keep myself busy. Don't laugh about this, Ceres, but I guess I'm a little scared to get involved in all of that. I don't have a head for courting or trysts or anything like it. I know what kind of person I am. I know how I am. I might give too much of myself, and if I did, I might never get it back.